Hello Friends!!
After a tizzy fit and vacation from our horrors.... I'm feeling, well.... still like shit. I see no change anywhere except that more people have learned the 'smile & nod' technique. I've learned that although people KNOW change needs to happen, many are too comfortable to see it through.
I've done the occupy thing and I'm sorry but standing there chanting and raging against cops just doesn't evoke the sort of change I seek. It just makes our lives more difficult in the long run. I enjoyed the many conversations of conspiracy and wrong which led me to believe that I am not alone. I know many others now, in real life, who feel the same way that I do. Hopeless. That is the word that sums up my feelings.
I feel hopeless in our future, I feel hopeless in our present, I feel hopeless in our past. I can't trust anything or anyone and honestly, that sucks. It sucks to feel this way.
When the occupations first started, I jumped on board. YES! FINALLY! And I jumped on with both feet forward. I worked my ass off, met a good many people and SAW NO CHANGE. So what now?
I'm back here ranting and bitching. Ha.
I've got 4 small businesses, all of which are barely alive in the dead of winter. 3 of the 4 are weather related businesses, which leads to VERY slow winters. I'm bored out of my mind and I need an outlet outside of Facebook Bingo. Ha.
My tizzy fit lasted about 3 months and although I read it still and feel rage - I see that I must remain strong and level headed for my own sanity but also to remain solid for my family. I've given up the education of others outside of my immediate family and quite honestly, I avoid such conversations at this time. My concern is my small intimate family, my businesses and becoming stronger.
Thanks for all the uplifting comments on my tizzy fits. I appreciated them.
SNAPPY FUCKED YEAR TO YOU ALL
I've done the occupy thing and I'm sorry but standing there chanting and raging against cops just doesn't evoke the sort of change I seek. It just makes our lives more difficult in the long run. I enjoyed the many conversations of conspiracy and wrong which led me to believe that I am not alone. I know many others now, in real life, who feel the same way that I do. Hopeless. That is the word that sums up my feelings.
I feel hopeless in our future, I feel hopeless in our present, I feel hopeless in our past. I can't trust anything or anyone and honestly, that sucks. It sucks to feel this way.
When the occupations first started, I jumped on board. YES! FINALLY! And I jumped on with both feet forward. I worked my ass off, met a good many people and SAW NO CHANGE. So what now?
I'm back here ranting and bitching. Ha.
I've got 4 small businesses, all of which are barely alive in the dead of winter. 3 of the 4 are weather related businesses, which leads to VERY slow winters. I'm bored out of my mind and I need an outlet outside of Facebook Bingo. Ha.
My tizzy fit lasted about 3 months and although I read it still and feel rage - I see that I must remain strong and level headed for my own sanity but also to remain solid for my family. I've given up the education of others outside of my immediate family and quite honestly, I avoid such conversations at this time. My concern is my small intimate family, my businesses and becoming stronger.
Thanks for all the uplifting comments on my tizzy fits. I appreciated them.
SNAPPY FUCKED YEAR TO YOU ALL
Posted by Knucklz at December 31, 2011 12:53 PM 
Categories: Anarchy, My Thoughts, Conspiracy, Survival
Tags: revolt My Thoughts anarchy
Categories: Anarchy, My Thoughts, Conspiracy, Survival
Tags: revolt My Thoughts anarchy
I missed you, glad you came back.
Reply to this