Step by Step

Little by Little

We are trying to change our family.  It's a hard fucking fight. 
At every turn people resist, people gasp and people exclaim
"You are so extreme!"

Am I?  Really?

Reality is that I'm taking the easy steps as I go.

I drink diet soda - it contains a harmful sweetner that causes Kidney damage. 
I smoke cigarettes - are you kidding me?  talk about killing myself slowly....
I'd like to homeschool our child but face the reality that I'm not a teacher although very smart
I'd like to close my bank accounts but chickened out.
Many more.....  so many more.....


I face a long road and sometimes wonder why and if my will to do this will last.

We all could die tomorrow.  Then all this effort would be for naught.


But what if we don't.......